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initial screw up in life ,alhamdulillah had a second chance , made full use of it and now living it to the fullest with my loved ones

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Missing my wife and kids..

I'm sitting all alone here in my hotel room , which will bear with me for the next 6 days. Sigh , it's been hours ago since I had played with my wife and kids , washed the car porch , washed the car , wash the aquarium filter and water the plants. My son was acting rather wierd when I started to pack my bags and put stuff in my car , told him to do his homework and be good while I'm gone.

Also told my daughter the same when I took her to the clinic this morning , probably down with contact dermatitis. The youngest one was hugging on to his milk bottle for dear life , as usual.

Things were totally different when I started the car engine . Eyes swelled , watery , and with little sobs from them , my son especially. Hmm , broke daddy's heart to see that but daddy can't show it in front of Mommy and everybody else . You will all be very close to Daddy's heart , wherever Daddy may be.Funny when I actually thought I'd be glad without all the tantrums and mischieves for a while when I'm actually not . I am sorry, honey, for letting you looking after the kids by yourself.

This hotel maybe streaming full of people , in and out . For now , it seems very empty and lonely to me .

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